S3ad: Fayee...
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Me: N3m?
S3ad: Tara i still wanna be in a relationship .. o m3lay min 3woosh wla '3eerha !
Me: Tara this is my friend your talking about oo may9er shay ela br'9ha !
S3ad: Oo leesh min tkoon hei :/
Me: Min tkoon ent ?!
3woosh: Omg faye ! B6lbch 6lb latrdeeenyyy tkfeeen
Me: amraaay
3woosh; May2mr 3laich 3doo ! Abeech you date him tkfeen latrdeena ! Tara mb awal mara y9eer le che ! bs abeech you date him zeen!
Me: Leesh zeen?
3woosh: Bs.. please faye latrdeeny..
S3ad: afa faye shfeech ! tara mb lazm 7d y3rf.
Me; ent esh89tk ;/!!
S3aD: fayeee wallah eny shareech
Me; we can give it a try sh5sraneeen :/!
I was exhausted, so I went to bed. I had a long day ahead of me.
6:30 AM. I woke up and got ready for school. S3ad was everywhere.
maa3 elwgt I fell for S3aad.. not so much.. but I fell for him anyways.
I was his first relationship. He has been waiting almost 2 years for me.
Maa3 elwgt.. S3ad became such an ass.. A stuck up jerk..
Why? Because he dated me. Why? Because he got the girl he wanted.
9irna wayed nt'hawsh .. he was closeminded about everything I couldn't stand it!
I just wasn't ready to let go of him yeet...
My friend 5olod was registering f my school..
After maa my friend 5olod came to my school she decided to transfer me.
My mom hated 5olod more than anything in the world and she never wanted me around her.
When I got accepted f my other school 5olod found out .. she wanted to get back to me b ay 6reee8a !
5olod: Haha elaa faye ! Tara s3aad 9ij cute !
Me: gilt lich before ;p bs i'm over him now. we're done. loool.
5olod: aha ! Me and Rinaaad 6y7na pen oo Rinad wanted to pick it up oo chan a6ee7 oo g3d y'97k 3leena 3laih '97ka cute !
Me: Ahaaa loooool :p yeah..
5olod: Hhh !
What a bitch :)! Whatever .. she can have my left overs ;)
Kamalt 1 week in my new school chan i see my phone ringing ela its Rinad !
Rinad: Fayee ! 7beebty I miss yu ana here wyaa 5olod !
Me: haha heyyy I miss you too !
5olod: Fayeeeeeeeeee !! I miss you yal 5ysaa !
Me: I miss you toooooo !
Rinad: So fayee bs2lch ?? My cousin 3bdalla ygool ench 6l3te wyah !
Me: What the fuckkk no i didnt :S !
Rinad: Yeahh oo ench you talk to his friend ..
Me: ay friend ay zaaaag !
Rinad: Emailch mwjood 3nd his friend !
Me: Mb shr6 i accepted y3ne :S what the fuck i didn't accept !
Rinad: Fayee fe conversations !
Me: WHAT THE FUCK RINAD MAKLMTAH KLSH FE 7YTE !
Rinad: Yeah okay bye *Hangs up*
WHAT THE FUCK ESHFEEHA HATHEE ! MB 97YA ! AY CONVERSATIONS AY ZAG FE WYHA!
*6a6ing* < 9oot bbm
*Broadcast from rinad*
" Your such a fucking liar "
Ohhh we all know who the liar is you bitch :)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Mr.Right #6
What a friend .. Minn that day me and Sara didn't talk as much, I didn't trust her, bs she trusted me. You know why? La2nah everything she told me from Day 1 .. I never told a SOUL ! Bss she told everyone .. We did kind of grow apart ..
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I didn't know If I wanted to be with a7mad or not .. especially since I'm having second thoughts about it..
Never do something if you have second thoughts about it. Maaa a7s he's my type.. I don't believe in having a '' type '' bs .. klsh ma7s'etah kan mnasb ! So, I just forgot about it. Wla kanaaah 9aar shay ! 6g3t and i tore that page out of my life ! The days passed by .. Hal month 5laa9 oo jaah ely 3gba .. It was my friends birthday tomorrow. I texted her and said : Happppy Birthdayyyy ya a7laaaaa mnoooora :*
After ma I texted her I decided to go on and check my FB since I haven't in daaaaaays. Chan ashoof S3ad al - X
omggg :O HAAAY ELGUY ELYY 3WOOSH IS STALKING !!!!
Me: OMG 3WOOSH 3WOOSH I FOUND S3ADS FB !!!!!
3woosh: e7LFYYYYYY !!!
me: Wallaaaaah add him shn6raaa !
3woosh: I CANTT !! you do it !
*Add as a friend*
3la 6oool he accepted !
He FB chated me 3la 6ool :/!
S3ad: Halla Hallaaa.
Me: Ahleeen.
S3ad : taaaaaw manwr al FB maly !
Me: alNoor Noorik !
S3ad: Wainch entaaaay min zmaan adwrech fe FB malgeetich bs sb7an allah alllah y7bneee enty '9fteeny 3la 6ool !
Me: Haa :S !.. Lool s3ad ana mb '9yftk 3shn shay .. am doing it for a friend.
S3ad: Fayee.
Me: Halla
S3ad: Gabel la tgoolen ay shay 5leeny ana atklm..
Me: Tf'9al
S3ad: Anaaa ya fayee a7bch bkamel sinteeen al7een oo min zmaaan abe aw9lch mb 3aref shloon !
Me: N3am :S
S3ad: 5leeny akmel ya faye tkfeeen la tgoolen shay 5leeny a5l9
Me: Tklam ...
S3ad: Oooo a7eeen enty '9fteeny tkfeen la t'9y3eeen fr9aa jaat leeen 3ndch ! AlMohim... Ana madree enty '9yftnee 7aaag min bs bntfham b3deen ! enty Fakree al7eeen oo '9feeeny 3al msn S3ad-xxxxxx@hotmail.com
Eshblaaah hathaa :S m9rg3 !!
*3woosh has just nudged you*
Ya rabee shgoolha...
3woosh : Ha fayoo Klmteeh..
Faye: Umm laaa2 !
3woosh: Jaaad fayeee min 9jch maklmteeeh ?! Taraa 3deee ana mtw83a enaah may7bny goole el9ij baaas tara mob awal mara et9eer lee..
Faye: 3woosh maklmta..
3woosh: Okay 5laaa9 bs klmeeeh now please :*
OMG SHSWY ! shal m9eeeba !
I added s3aaad on msn gilt 5l'hm yklmoon b3'9 a7sn !
Me: 3wooshaa ana '9fta 3al msn 5l'km tklmoon b3'9
3woosh: Okaay sweelah invite !
*Adds s3ad into the convo*
Me: Hallla S3aaad.
S3ad: Hallla blyyyy nwaaaaaar my msn !
Me: .. Umm s3aaad.. this is who i added you for.
S3ad: HAHAHA ! LOL !!! MIN 9JCH ENTYY ! YOU ADDED ME 3SHAN 3WOOSH?
Me: Ohmygosh ! Ent shfeeek :S elbnyaa tara wyana f elm7dthaa
S3ad: oooo 5eeeeer ya 6eeeeer? 5t3rf enyy ma7b'ha wla abeeeha ! Ana a7b w7da thanya !
3woosh: Min t7b? Fayeee ! adre faye a7la mny oo kl'n ytmnha bs JAMLNY SHWAY !
Me: Shd5l 3woosh ! Lat9dgeenah hathaa m9rg3 !
3wosh : Faye enty malch sh'3l fdaitch :* g3da aklm'h ho ! Faye please momkin t6l3een min elconvo .. 5leeny atf'hm wyah broo7e !
*leaves convo*
I stayed waiting for mins... oo mins .. till ma9rooo 5 minutes..
S3ad: Fayee...
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I didn't know If I wanted to be with a7mad or not .. especially since I'm having second thoughts about it..
Never do something if you have second thoughts about it. Maaa a7s he's my type.. I don't believe in having a '' type '' bs .. klsh ma7s'etah kan mnasb ! So, I just forgot about it. Wla kanaaah 9aar shay ! 6g3t and i tore that page out of my life ! The days passed by .. Hal month 5laa9 oo jaah ely 3gba .. It was my friends birthday tomorrow. I texted her and said : Happppy Birthdayyyy ya a7laaaaa mnoooora :*
After ma I texted her I decided to go on and check my FB since I haven't in daaaaaays. Chan ashoof S3ad al - X
omggg :O HAAAY ELGUY ELYY 3WOOSH IS STALKING !!!!
Me: OMG 3WOOSH 3WOOSH I FOUND S3ADS FB !!!!!
3woosh: e7LFYYYYYY !!!
me: Wallaaaaah add him shn6raaa !
3woosh: I CANTT !! you do it !
*Add as a friend*
3la 6oool he accepted !
He FB chated me 3la 6ool :/!
S3ad: Halla Hallaaa.
Me: Ahleeen.
S3ad : taaaaaw manwr al FB maly !
Me: alNoor Noorik !
S3ad: Wainch entaaaay min zmaan adwrech fe FB malgeetich bs sb7an allah alllah y7bneee enty '9fteeny 3la 6ool !
Me: Haa :S !.. Lool s3ad ana mb '9yftk 3shn shay .. am doing it for a friend.
S3ad: Fayee.
Me: Halla
S3ad: Gabel la tgoolen ay shay 5leeny ana atklm..
Me: Tf'9al
S3ad: Anaaa ya fayee a7bch bkamel sinteeen al7een oo min zmaaan abe aw9lch mb 3aref shloon !
Me: N3am :S
S3ad: 5leeny akmel ya faye tkfeeen la tgoolen shay 5leeny a5l9
Me: Tklam ...
S3ad: Oooo a7eeen enty '9fteeny tkfeen la t'9y3eeen fr9aa jaat leeen 3ndch ! AlMohim... Ana madree enty '9yftnee 7aaag min bs bntfham b3deen ! enty Fakree al7eeen oo '9feeeny 3al msn S3ad-xxxxxx@hotmail.com
Eshblaaah hathaa :S m9rg3 !!
*3woosh has just nudged you*
Ya rabee shgoolha...
3woosh : Ha fayoo Klmteeh..
Faye: Umm laaa2 !
3woosh: Jaaad fayeee min 9jch maklmteeeh ?! Taraa 3deee ana mtw83a enaah may7bny goole el9ij baaas tara mob awal mara et9eer lee..
Faye: 3woosh maklmta..
3woosh: Okay 5laaa9 bs klmeeeh now please :*
OMG SHSWY ! shal m9eeeba !
I added s3aaad on msn gilt 5l'hm yklmoon b3'9 a7sn !
Me: 3wooshaa ana '9fta 3al msn 5l'km tklmoon b3'9
3woosh: Okaay sweelah invite !
*Adds s3ad into the convo*
Me: Hallla S3aaad.
S3ad: Hallla blyyyy nwaaaaaar my msn !
Me: .. Umm s3aaad.. this is who i added you for.
S3ad: HAHAHA ! LOL !!! MIN 9JCH ENTYY ! YOU ADDED ME 3SHAN 3WOOSH?
Me: Ohmygosh ! Ent shfeeek :S elbnyaa tara wyana f elm7dthaa
S3ad: oooo 5eeeeer ya 6eeeeer? 5t3rf enyy ma7b'ha wla abeeeha ! Ana a7b w7da thanya !
3woosh: Min t7b? Fayeee ! adre faye a7la mny oo kl'n ytmnha bs JAMLNY SHWAY !
Me: Shd5l 3woosh ! Lat9dgeenah hathaa m9rg3 !
3wosh : Faye enty malch sh'3l fdaitch :* g3da aklm'h ho ! Faye please momkin t6l3een min elconvo .. 5leeny atf'hm wyah broo7e !
*leaves convo*
I stayed waiting for mins... oo mins .. till ma9rooo 5 minutes..
S3ad: Fayee...
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Mr.Right #5
7agg M :*
S Qtr : Halla w '3ala...
Uff ! Why am I doing this all over again?
Me: Ahleeen .. Halla halla :)
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S Qtr: Sh5bariich .. Umm entyy Fayee 9aa7 ?
Me: tmam ,, ee ana fayee oo ent a7maad 9aa7 ?
S Qtr: eeeeee ! ana a7maaaad,, Tshrfnaaaa Fayeee, taaaw maaa nwr elmsn
Me: Bwjooodk ..
We stayed up all night talking for what seemed like hours .. I must say I started falling for him, bas after a Month I got over it.. cause 7aseet shd3wa I like him ! mafe amal ! After I got over him .. b month kamel ! He came .. Oo galee shay mst7eel ansaaah..
That night dsheet elmsn .. at 1 am ..
S Qtr has just signed on.
*tring*
S qtr: Halla B fayeeee hallla b sheee5aat L bnaaat :p
Me: Hallla feeek !
S Qtr: a5bariiich?
Me: Tmaam, Ent shmswy?
S Qtr: 7alee min 7aliiich, Enzeen sm3ee Fayeee .. ana 7aab agoolch shay bs mb 3rf shloon.
Me: Gool 3ade.. Mafeeha shay..
S Qtr: Wallah Ya faye kil maktbt elyy abe agoolh ariiid ams7aah laa2nyy magdar aswee enter !
Me: ... Shisalfa a7maad?
S Qtr: Fayee ana a7bch .. wallah amoot feech .. bs a5af ajr7ch oo a7s galbch maminah thneen ! Oo b3deen akrah nfse * Signs out *
Ana en9dmt .. Ma3rft shswe ! So I just decided to let go of it, oo forget about it. I mean 3gb Ma i got over the stupid crush yjee ygoole che ! I was 7de mitrdida .. So I decided to talk to Sara, my best friend.
Me: Saroooooooo ! Ambaaaaaih bgoolch shay !!
Sara: Shfeech yal 5abla goole ! 5r3teenyy !!
Me: A7med ! He told me enah y7bny !
Sara: Min 9jccch !! Mab'3aaaaaaaaa !!!
Me: I knowwwwww rightt. :O!
Sara: ambaaaihhh fayooo 7de happy 7gch !
Me: I dunno if this is what I want anymore.
Sara: You do, i know you have been waiting for this for 2 months b3deen you lost hope. I told you to not loose hope and I was right..
Me: Maybeee..
Sara: Enzeen sm3ee ana 7dee t3bana its 3 am Oo i have to wake up early, lets talk tomorrow. *Signs out*
Maybe she's right.. I'll just sleep on it. I signed out and I went to bed... Not knowing what's waiting for me bkra.
I woke up the next day and it was saturday, So weekend. I didn't know what to do. So I had breakfast, watched TV till 3 PM. then I decided to go online.
I signed on msn.
*tring* *tring*
2 People talked to me.
Sara: Ambaaih fayoooo ! Lazm agoolch shay 3an hal 5ara A7med !
Me: Shnooo?
A7med: Faye, My ex- friend, not even GIRLFRIEND. just texted me ! La2naaah apparently your friend Sara talked to her?
Me:N3aaam?
Sara: MY friend ! Shei5a , 6l3t HIS EX ! T5ylee ! They DATED FOR 5 YEARS !! Oo b3deen he was cheating 3laiha ! Stay away from him Faye !
Me: minn 9jch ?
Me: Yeah well apparently I heard enaah shes your ex min 5 years !
A7med: What? 5 years ! Faye min 9ijch ymkin 7ta maknt bal'3 5 years ago !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH ! OKAY THANKS FOR SHARING A7MED.
Sara: eeeee Fayeee eeee ! Now shes heartbroken, I know enty tabeen'h bs you're better off without him.
Me: Ahaaa..
A7med: Walla 9ij Faye ! You know enah I had a different girlfriend ! You know my ex, you know I dated her for 4 years... Shei5a is a liar.. ana bgoolich 89tha..
Me: Gool
Sara: 5laaa9 5leeh !
Me: Okay?
A7med: Shei5a, ana awal maklmtha 7beetha, Oo galt lee enjl3 ! Oo al7een yoom darat min sara eny 7beetch Ra7t sawat film ! Hathee Sara rfeejtch mawrhaa elaa elblawyyy entyy shtbeen feeha 5twly !
Me: Madree shgoolk..
Sara: Yalla Babe I have to go.
Me: Kay, bye .* Sara signs out *
A7med: Ohhh yeah and ana klmt sara rfeejtch,, oo ykoon Fee 3lmch g6aat kilshay 3leech enah enty tkrheen shei5a oo Madre aish !! Oo enccchhh entyyy elyy giltee 7ag sara kilshay
Me: N3AAM? SARA SWAT CHE ! She couldn't .. she's my best friend..
A7med: Not everyone is a true friend ... Especially not her ! tara madwer ela m9l7tha ooo t7b el7sshhh 7taa feech enti her best friend 7shaaat feech 3nd Shai5aa ! 5twlyy Fayoo wallah a7sn lich..
What a friend .. Minn that day me and Sara didn't talk as much, I didn't trust her, bs she trusted me. You know why? La2nah everything she told me from Day 1 .. I never told a SOUL ! Bss she told everyone .. We did kind of grow apart ..
S Qtr : Halla w '3ala...
Uff ! Why am I doing this all over again?
Me: Ahleeen .. Halla halla :)
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S Qtr: Sh5bariich .. Umm entyy Fayee 9aa7 ?
Me: tmam ,, ee ana fayee oo ent a7maad 9aa7 ?
S Qtr: eeeeee ! ana a7maaaad,, Tshrfnaaaa Fayeee, taaaw maaa nwr elmsn
Me: Bwjooodk ..
We stayed up all night talking for what seemed like hours .. I must say I started falling for him, bas after a Month I got over it.. cause 7aseet shd3wa I like him ! mafe amal ! After I got over him .. b month kamel ! He came .. Oo galee shay mst7eel ansaaah..
That night dsheet elmsn .. at 1 am ..
S Qtr has just signed on.
*tring*
S qtr: Halla B fayeeee hallla b sheee5aat L bnaaat :p
Me: Hallla feeek !
S Qtr: a5bariiich?
Me: Tmaam, Ent shmswy?
S Qtr: 7alee min 7aliiich, Enzeen sm3ee Fayeee .. ana 7aab agoolch shay bs mb 3rf shloon.
Me: Gool 3ade.. Mafeeha shay..
S Qtr: Wallah Ya faye kil maktbt elyy abe agoolh ariiid ams7aah laa2nyy magdar aswee enter !
Me: ... Shisalfa a7maad?
S Qtr: Fayee ana a7bch .. wallah amoot feech .. bs a5af ajr7ch oo a7s galbch maminah thneen ! Oo b3deen akrah nfse * Signs out *
Ana en9dmt .. Ma3rft shswe ! So I just decided to let go of it, oo forget about it. I mean 3gb Ma i got over the stupid crush yjee ygoole che ! I was 7de mitrdida .. So I decided to talk to Sara, my best friend.
Me: Saroooooooo ! Ambaaaaaih bgoolch shay !!
Sara: Shfeech yal 5abla goole ! 5r3teenyy !!
Me: A7med ! He told me enah y7bny !
Sara: Min 9jccch !! Mab'3aaaaaaaaa !!!
Me: I knowwwwww rightt. :O!
Sara: ambaaaihhh fayooo 7de happy 7gch !
Me: I dunno if this is what I want anymore.
Sara: You do, i know you have been waiting for this for 2 months b3deen you lost hope. I told you to not loose hope and I was right..
Me: Maybeee..
Sara: Enzeen sm3ee ana 7dee t3bana its 3 am Oo i have to wake up early, lets talk tomorrow. *Signs out*
Maybe she's right.. I'll just sleep on it. I signed out and I went to bed... Not knowing what's waiting for me bkra.
I woke up the next day and it was saturday, So weekend. I didn't know what to do. So I had breakfast, watched TV till 3 PM. then I decided to go online.
I signed on msn.
*tring* *tring*
2 People talked to me.
Sara: Ambaaih fayoooo ! Lazm agoolch shay 3an hal 5ara A7med !
Me: Shnooo?
A7med: Faye, My ex- friend, not even GIRLFRIEND. just texted me ! La2naaah apparently your friend Sara talked to her?
Me:N3aaam?
Sara: MY friend ! Shei5a , 6l3t HIS EX ! T5ylee ! They DATED FOR 5 YEARS !! Oo b3deen he was cheating 3laiha ! Stay away from him Faye !
Me: minn 9jch ?
Me: Yeah well apparently I heard enaah shes your ex min 5 years !
A7med: What? 5 years ! Faye min 9ijch ymkin 7ta maknt bal'3 5 years ago !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH ! OKAY THANKS FOR SHARING A7MED.
Sara: eeeee Fayeee eeee ! Now shes heartbroken, I know enty tabeen'h bs you're better off without him.
Me: Ahaaa..
A7med: Walla 9ij Faye ! You know enah I had a different girlfriend ! You know my ex, you know I dated her for 4 years... Shei5a is a liar.. ana bgoolich 89tha..
Me: Gool
Sara: 5laaa9 5leeh !
Me: Okay?
A7med: Shei5a, ana awal maklmtha 7beetha, Oo galt lee enjl3 ! Oo al7een yoom darat min sara eny 7beetch Ra7t sawat film ! Hathee Sara rfeejtch mawrhaa elaa elblawyyy entyy shtbeen feeha 5twly !
Me: Madree shgoolk..
Sara: Yalla Babe I have to go.
Me: Kay, bye .* Sara signs out *
A7med: Ohhh yeah and ana klmt sara rfeejtch,, oo ykoon Fee 3lmch g6aat kilshay 3leech enah enty tkrheen shei5a oo Madre aish !! Oo enccchhh entyyy elyy giltee 7ag sara kilshay
Me: N3AAM? SARA SWAT CHE ! She couldn't .. she's my best friend..
A7med: Not everyone is a true friend ... Especially not her ! tara madwer ela m9l7tha ooo t7b el7sshhh 7taa feech enti her best friend 7shaaat feech 3nd Shai5aa ! 5twlyy Fayoo wallah a7sn lich..
What a friend .. Minn that day me and Sara didn't talk as much, I didn't trust her, bs she trusted me. You know why? La2nah everything she told me from Day 1 .. I never told a SOUL ! Bss she told everyone .. We did kind of grow apart ..
Monday, August 16, 2010
Mr.Right#4
This is for M&H.
And i know, i already posted. Bss walla they begged me to post again oo ma7beeet ardh'm :P
Rashed: 5liiich easyyy yubaa
Na9er: 5alooooha hahaha. Laaww shbknaa M7md madree shbtswee b3d.
Me: B3d .. Awl shay 3bdalla b3deen Rashed b3deen na9eer ! B3d al7een M7md? Do I look like your b**** that you can have fun with? THINK AGAIN ! Yalee mtst7oon ! Oo s3ood 7dk 67t min 3ainy ! Oo 3bdalla ! Latnshr r8mee !
Wallah enkm wa6yeen *Hangs up*
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Uff ! Wa6yeen 7d'hm ! I decided to just go to sleep 3shn ans'hm shway. After minutes of tossing around. I couldn't sleep. What was I thinking? They won't even let me sleep.
All I did was sleep, go to school, come back home and they would annoy me for the whole day.
I became close friends with Hanoouf. A girl i thought I'd never be close with ever. Hanoouf you could say, became my partner in crime. She went through the same things I went through. Only for me, it was much much much worser.
She would call everyday and ask what happened with the " guys " I actually realised m3a elayam enah ana Mahmeet'ha all she wanted was a girl that could introduce her to the " guys " ..
Day by day zadooo the amount of guys ely I talk to .. I felt like a b**** .. Bss I was too far in to let go now... I couldn't even If i wanted to. I knew a lot of guys by this time ! Na9er oo m7md oo rashed oo 3bdalla oo a7med oo s3ood oo fahad ..
Until '' Hanoouf '' Ratted me out. She decided to come clean to her mother. Oo min elyy kaaal 5ara 6b3an? 6ab3aaaan ana. That dayy My mom woke up m39ba. She snatched my phone out of my hand and started looking at everything. I started cursing my self because I didn't delete a single thing.
Mom: walaaaaa ! yaa mswdt elwyaaah shmswyaaa !! *Slaps* aaaah Yal kalbaaa * Grabs from hair * AAAA5 YAL 5AYSA ! MA3RFT ARBEECH *pushes down on the floor* SHNO HAAY ELI G3DA TSWEENAH ! *Smacks across the face*
Of course, my mother was aggressive. Also, she knew about mishkltee f my nose. My nose kaan 7daah weak, y3nee if you smack me 3la my nose 3la 6ool it bleeds, she used it to her advantage of course.
I just stood there, masweet shay. Just let her do what she had to do. The problem is, ana by this time i DIDN'T go that far. Ya3nee ma6l3t wya shbab, markbt syarat a7ad ! Maswett shayy klsh ! So I didn't think I deserved this. She was exaggerating. Bss Guess what? Even after she took everything. I continued talking to S3ood. Nothing stopped me. I talked to him for 3 more months. Oo after that 97eeet .. 7saait enah hoo elyy fa'97ny oo mswey kl shay oO tithkrt lamann galee klmee my friends 3de shfeeha ! oo gilt enaah mayst'hl Oo he's definitely NOT mr.right. So I just disappeared. Just like that. I disappeared.
After that, I became very close with my cousin. We became like sisters. Kinaah klshay enswee'h together. They called us sisters. We were more than just sisters. Klish mafrgna b3'9 we stayed like that for 5 months.. 5 months till she asked me to do something I regret now. Something that changed my life again.. for 3 more years..
Something I wish I never did. She was using me. How naive could i be? Mshkltee 3zeeta ! Oo wth8t feeha ! So i thought she was looking out for me. Galat le to talk to my 2nd cousin. This guy kaan 7daaah m'3zlchy.. Oo wayed 9aye3. I told my best friend, Sara about it at that time. She told me that she could get his email and ashoof sh89tah y3ne. Tmeena 2 weeks oo majabat his email.
It was 1:30 AM.
I signed on msn.
*tring*
Sara: OBEEEH FAYOOOO !! His email !!! s******_qtr@hotmail.com
faye: A'9eeefaa? I'm scared.. I don't wanna go through this all over again . I can't believe what you guys are getting me into.
Sara: Just go for it. I have to go noww, sorry *signs out*
I added him.. I stayed online for 5 minutes .. I got bored and Just as I was about to sign in ela .. s*******_qtr@hotmail.com signs on.
S Qtr : Halla w '3ala...
Uff ! Why am I doing this all over again?
Me: Ahleeen .. Halla halla :)
And i know, i already posted. Bss walla they begged me to post again oo ma7beeet ardh'm :P
Rashed: 5liiich easyyy yubaa
Na9er: 5alooooha hahaha. Laaww shbknaa M7md madree shbtswee b3d.
Me: B3d .. Awl shay 3bdalla b3deen Rashed b3deen na9eer ! B3d al7een M7md? Do I look like your b**** that you can have fun with? THINK AGAIN ! Yalee mtst7oon ! Oo s3ood 7dk 67t min 3ainy ! Oo 3bdalla ! Latnshr r8mee !
Wallah enkm wa6yeen *Hangs up*
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Uff ! Wa6yeen 7d'hm ! I decided to just go to sleep 3shn ans'hm shway. After minutes of tossing around. I couldn't sleep. What was I thinking? They won't even let me sleep.
All I did was sleep, go to school, come back home and they would annoy me for the whole day.
I became close friends with Hanoouf. A girl i thought I'd never be close with ever. Hanoouf you could say, became my partner in crime. She went through the same things I went through. Only for me, it was much much much worser.
She would call everyday and ask what happened with the " guys " I actually realised m3a elayam enah ana Mahmeet'ha all she wanted was a girl that could introduce her to the " guys " ..
Day by day zadooo the amount of guys ely I talk to .. I felt like a b**** .. Bss I was too far in to let go now... I couldn't even If i wanted to. I knew a lot of guys by this time ! Na9er oo m7md oo rashed oo 3bdalla oo a7med oo s3ood oo fahad ..
Until '' Hanoouf '' Ratted me out. She decided to come clean to her mother. Oo min elyy kaaal 5ara 6b3an? 6ab3aaaan ana. That dayy My mom woke up m39ba. She snatched my phone out of my hand and started looking at everything. I started cursing my self because I didn't delete a single thing.
Mom: walaaaaa ! yaa mswdt elwyaaah shmswyaaa !! *Slaps* aaaah Yal kalbaaa * Grabs from hair * AAAA5 YAL 5AYSA ! MA3RFT ARBEECH *pushes down on the floor* SHNO HAAY ELI G3DA TSWEENAH ! *Smacks across the face*
Of course, my mother was aggressive. Also, she knew about mishkltee f my nose. My nose kaan 7daah weak, y3nee if you smack me 3la my nose 3la 6ool it bleeds, she used it to her advantage of course.
I just stood there, masweet shay. Just let her do what she had to do. The problem is, ana by this time i DIDN'T go that far. Ya3nee ma6l3t wya shbab, markbt syarat a7ad ! Maswett shayy klsh ! So I didn't think I deserved this. She was exaggerating. Bss Guess what? Even after she took everything. I continued talking to S3ood. Nothing stopped me. I talked to him for 3 more months. Oo after that 97eeet .. 7saait enah hoo elyy fa'97ny oo mswey kl shay oO tithkrt lamann galee klmee my friends 3de shfeeha ! oo gilt enaah mayst'hl Oo he's definitely NOT mr.right. So I just disappeared. Just like that. I disappeared.
After that, I became very close with my cousin. We became like sisters. Kinaah klshay enswee'h together. They called us sisters. We were more than just sisters. Klish mafrgna b3'9 we stayed like that for 5 months.. 5 months till she asked me to do something I regret now. Something that changed my life again.. for 3 more years..
Something I wish I never did. She was using me. How naive could i be? Mshkltee 3zeeta ! Oo wth8t feeha ! So i thought she was looking out for me. Galat le to talk to my 2nd cousin. This guy kaan 7daaah m'3zlchy.. Oo wayed 9aye3. I told my best friend, Sara about it at that time. She told me that she could get his email and ashoof sh89tah y3ne. Tmeena 2 weeks oo majabat his email.
It was 1:30 AM.
I signed on msn.
*tring*
Sara: OBEEEH FAYOOOO !! His email !!! s******_qtr@hotmail.com
faye: A'9eeefaa? I'm scared.. I don't wanna go through this all over again . I can't believe what you guys are getting me into.
Sara: Just go for it. I have to go noww, sorry *signs out*
I added him.. I stayed online for 5 minutes .. I got bored and Just as I was about to sign in ela .. s*******_qtr@hotmail.com signs on.
S Qtr : Halla w '3ala...
Uff ! Why am I doing this all over again?
Me: Ahleeen .. Halla halla :)
Mr.Right#3
Dedicated to M eljameela :*
Long post 7gchh :*
Devil : "Uhh Halla Fayee Ana 3bdalla ! "
Me: Umm Mino 3bdalla !
Devil : Rfeej S3ood... baaas 7abeet agoolch shay..
What did he want to tell me? I was too scared to answer .. whats happening? Shfeeh s3ood ;(
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Me: Shtbe tgoole?
Devil: I can't discuss this on msn, how about I call you? Shno yur num..
I hesitated. Should i trust him? After all he's kind of a stranger. Oh what the heck.
Me: 5**46****
I saw my phone vibrating so I went and picked it up. It was a number that I didn't recognize, so akeed it's him.
I picked up.
Me: aloo..
3bdalla: Ahleen , Sm3y ana mb6wl 3leech . S3ood '3yr r8maaah Oo 9aar maydesh elmsn. 3shan che ms2al 3nch! Bs a7sn 5lch minah ..
me: Ahaa y3ne 7taa law '3yrr r8maaah my3rf ys2l..
3bdalla: 3laa Goltaah nsaaah r8mch ..
Me: ahaaa.. whatever..
3bdalla: Sm3ee ana aklmch b3deen *hangs up*
Whats up with s3ood ! Is that seriously his reason..
*tring* I ran to my laptop only to see 3bdalla talking to me.
Devil: hey You know Rashed al X akeed.
Me: Yeah, shfeeh.
Devil: Well I gave him your number, expect him to call.
Me: What? Why'd you do that ! Malek 7aag
*Devil signs out*
WHAT THE HELL ! SHFEEH HAY.
I saw my phone vibrating, I picked it up only to see another strange number. I answered.
Me: Aloo
..: Hallla hallla..
Me: 5eer fe shayy?
..: Laiish m5ysaaa ybaaa bs 7beeet ashoof etha r8mch 7elow wla laa2
Me: laaaa2 wallah oo ent Lhdrja mtfr'3?
..: 5laaa9 m3a elslama.
Me: Bye ! * Hangs up *
and I'm guessing that was Rashed.
I signed out of Msn and Lay on my bed for hours daydreaming. I realised something was vibrating. It was my phone. Guess who was calling? Rashed .. Wow, I bet he's gonna be annoying me everyday.
Me: Aloo ! Fee shay a7een shtbe?
Rashed.: Yubaa a39bch ! Bs 7beet enah n9eer friends y3ne tgdreen tgoolen oo bg3d et9lch kilyoom oo I won't take no for an answer.
*Hangs up*
Mafee a78aaaaaar minaah? Laa2 b3d ygoole I won't take no for an answer b3d ! Wy3aaa enshalla !!!
I decided to just sleep. I can't believe that 3bdalla yswe shay che ! Such a low person !
Just as I was about to sleep my phone was vibrating again ! Uff walla if it's rashed b9r5 3leeh ! El7maar ! G6ee3aa ! Another strange number ! oh my god ! Who is it now. 3bdalla ma5laah 7aad m36aaah ra88myyy !
Me: Umm Alo..?
S3ood: Hallllla bilyyy w7shtnyyy halla bilzeeen
Me: S3ood ?
S3oood: Yazeeeeenha mnccch, eee ee ana S3ood, mawlhty 3lay !
Me: Twk ts2l ! Twnyyy 6reeeet 3laa baaaalik ! Bdree 3laik
S3ood: Aseef yuubaaa wallah asef, wallah el'6roof
Me: Ay '6roof ely t5leek tswee che .
S3ood: Ma3leena enty sh5brch
Me: s3ood ent leesh m6rsh le rfeejk 3bdalla ? Oo m5leeh yt9leee b33d? Ma5lh 7aaad m36aah r8meee
S3ood: 3A6AH MIN R8MCH ?!!?
Me: Rashed al X ! Oo bkraa madre min by36eeh b3d !
S3ood : Ma3leeh 3ade klmyy rb3ee shfeeha !
Me: NA3AM ! AKLM RB3K? SHINOOO ANA? SHH'CHYFNYY ENSHALLA *HANGS UP*
SHFEEH HAYY ! Ygoole 3dee tklmeen rb3ee la b3d shfeeha ! Shfeeh hatha est5f oo g3d !
That night I couldn't sleep klsh. A lot of strange numbers called me. Min r8m elaa r8m ! Min m7md ela rashed ela s3ood ela 3bdalla elaaaa A7meed ela madre mino !!
Hathaa L7gg Ynshrr r8mee ! 9ijjj enaah 78eeer oo w6y ! m3 enah S3ood is his best friend oo ydree enah y7bne ! Ooo laa elsheee5 s3ood Ygoole 3de?!
I got up the next day went to school tired kilah minhm ez3joony m5loony anam ! I couldn't wait to go back home, so when I did I slept 3la 6ool. I woke up 3la my phone vibrating. I saw yet another strange number
Me: Aloo * Sleepy voice *
..: Ohh nayma? Walah asef !
Me: minn ent?
..: Anaa Na9er al X 5laa9 aklmch b3deen *Hangs up*
Yklmnyy b3deen? 5eeeer enshalla min gal abe aklmh enshalla !
Shwayy ela achoof 3bdalla calling i picked it up.
3bdalla : Tara S3ood can't call you anymore.
Me: Whatever, min 3wydaaah mays2al a9lan t3wdt !
*Conference Call*
3bdalla: Hallla b s3ooooooooood , Kahyy Fayooo.
S3ood: Halla bil7ub..
Me: .. What is this supposed to be? Getting all your friends together to listen to you talking to me?
3bdalla: La7'6aaa 7baybeee *Hold*
*Conference call*
3bdalla: Halllaaa Rashoooood
Me: b3d Rashoood?
S3ood: Halla b7beeeeeb galbee
Rashed: Shfeech yuba Faye, 5lch easy
3bdalla: La7'6aaa * hold*
*Conference call*
3bdalla: Hallllllllla na9oooooor
Me: B3d na9eer ! Shrykk tshbkk elFreej kamel b3d ! wy3a enshalla !
S3ood : hahaha shfeech Fayoo hadeee 79aaal 5eeer
Rashed: 5liiich easyyy yubaa
Na9er: 5alooooha hahaha. Laaww shbknaa M7md madree shbtswee b3d.
Me: B3d .. Awl shay 3bdalla b3deen Rashed b3deen na9eer ! B3d al7een M7md? Do I look like your b**** that you can have fun with? THINK AGAIN ! Yalee mtst7oon ! Oo s3ood 7dk 67t min 3ainy ! Oo 3bdalla ! Latnshr r8mee !
Wallah enkm wa6yeen *Hangs up*
Long post 7gchh :*
Devil : "Uhh Halla Fayee Ana 3bdalla ! "
Me: Umm Mino 3bdalla !
Devil : Rfeej S3ood... baaas 7abeet agoolch shay..
What did he want to tell me? I was too scared to answer .. whats happening? Shfeeh s3ood ;(
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Me: Shtbe tgoole?
Devil: I can't discuss this on msn, how about I call you? Shno yur num..
I hesitated. Should i trust him? After all he's kind of a stranger. Oh what the heck.
Me: 5**46****
I saw my phone vibrating so I went and picked it up. It was a number that I didn't recognize, so akeed it's him.
I picked up.
Me: aloo..
3bdalla: Ahleen , Sm3y ana mb6wl 3leech . S3ood '3yr r8maaah Oo 9aar maydesh elmsn. 3shan che ms2al 3nch! Bs a7sn 5lch minah ..
me: Ahaa y3ne 7taa law '3yrr r8maaah my3rf ys2l..
3bdalla: 3laa Goltaah nsaaah r8mch ..
Me: ahaaa.. whatever..
3bdalla: Sm3ee ana aklmch b3deen *hangs up*
Whats up with s3ood ! Is that seriously his reason..
*tring* I ran to my laptop only to see 3bdalla talking to me.
Devil: hey You know Rashed al X akeed.
Me: Yeah, shfeeh.
Devil: Well I gave him your number, expect him to call.
Me: What? Why'd you do that ! Malek 7aag
*Devil signs out*
WHAT THE HELL ! SHFEEH HAY.
I saw my phone vibrating, I picked it up only to see another strange number. I answered.
Me: Aloo
..: Hallla hallla..
Me: 5eer fe shayy?
..: Laiish m5ysaaa ybaaa bs 7beeet ashoof etha r8mch 7elow wla laa2
Me: laaaa2 wallah oo ent Lhdrja mtfr'3?
..: 5laaa9 m3a elslama.
Me: Bye ! * Hangs up *
and I'm guessing that was Rashed.
I signed out of Msn and Lay on my bed for hours daydreaming. I realised something was vibrating. It was my phone. Guess who was calling? Rashed .. Wow, I bet he's gonna be annoying me everyday.
Me: Aloo ! Fee shay a7een shtbe?
Rashed.: Yubaa a39bch ! Bs 7beet enah n9eer friends y3ne tgdreen tgoolen oo bg3d et9lch kilyoom oo I won't take no for an answer.
*Hangs up*
Mafee a78aaaaaar minaah? Laa2 b3d ygoole I won't take no for an answer b3d ! Wy3aaa enshalla !!!
I decided to just sleep. I can't believe that 3bdalla yswe shay che ! Such a low person !
Just as I was about to sleep my phone was vibrating again ! Uff walla if it's rashed b9r5 3leeh ! El7maar ! G6ee3aa ! Another strange number ! oh my god ! Who is it now. 3bdalla ma5laah 7aad m36aaah ra88myyy !
Me: Umm Alo..?
S3ood: Hallllla bilyyy w7shtnyyy halla bilzeeen
Me: S3ood ?
S3oood: Yazeeeeenha mnccch, eee ee ana S3ood, mawlhty 3lay !
Me: Twk ts2l ! Twnyyy 6reeeet 3laa baaaalik ! Bdree 3laik
S3ood: Aseef yuubaaa wallah asef, wallah el'6roof
Me: Ay '6roof ely t5leek tswee che .
S3ood: Ma3leena enty sh5brch
Me: s3ood ent leesh m6rsh le rfeejk 3bdalla ? Oo m5leeh yt9leee b33d? Ma5lh 7aaad m36aah r8meee
S3ood: 3A6AH MIN R8MCH ?!!?
Me: Rashed al X ! Oo bkraa madre min by36eeh b3d !
S3ood : Ma3leeh 3ade klmyy rb3ee shfeeha !
Me: NA3AM ! AKLM RB3K? SHINOOO ANA? SHH'CHYFNYY ENSHALLA *HANGS UP*
SHFEEH HAYY ! Ygoole 3dee tklmeen rb3ee la b3d shfeeha ! Shfeeh hatha est5f oo g3d !
That night I couldn't sleep klsh. A lot of strange numbers called me. Min r8m elaa r8m ! Min m7md ela rashed ela s3ood ela 3bdalla elaaaa A7meed ela madre mino !!
Hathaa L7gg Ynshrr r8mee ! 9ijjj enaah 78eeer oo w6y ! m3 enah S3ood is his best friend oo ydree enah y7bne ! Ooo laa elsheee5 s3ood Ygoole 3de?!
I got up the next day went to school tired kilah minhm ez3joony m5loony anam ! I couldn't wait to go back home, so when I did I slept 3la 6ool. I woke up 3la my phone vibrating. I saw yet another strange number
Me: Aloo * Sleepy voice *
..: Ohh nayma? Walah asef !
Me: minn ent?
..: Anaa Na9er al X 5laa9 aklmch b3deen *Hangs up*
Yklmnyy b3deen? 5eeeer enshalla min gal abe aklmh enshalla !
Shwayy ela achoof 3bdalla calling i picked it up.
3bdalla : Tara S3ood can't call you anymore.
Me: Whatever, min 3wydaaah mays2al a9lan t3wdt !
*Conference Call*
3bdalla: Hallla b s3ooooooooood , Kahyy Fayooo.
S3ood: Halla bil7ub..
Me: .. What is this supposed to be? Getting all your friends together to listen to you talking to me?
3bdalla: La7'6aaa 7baybeee *Hold*
*Conference call*
3bdalla: Halllaaa Rashoooood
Me: b3d Rashoood?
S3ood: Halla b7beeeeeb galbee
Rashed: Shfeech yuba Faye, 5lch easy
3bdalla: La7'6aaa * hold*
*Conference call*
3bdalla: Hallllllllla na9oooooor
Me: B3d na9eer ! Shrykk tshbkk elFreej kamel b3d ! wy3a enshalla !
S3ood : hahaha shfeech Fayoo hadeee 79aaal 5eeer
Rashed: 5liiich easyyy yubaa
Na9er: 5alooooha hahaha. Laaww shbknaa M7md madree shbtswee b3d.
Me: B3d .. Awl shay 3bdalla b3deen Rashed b3deen na9eer ! B3d al7een M7md? Do I look like your b**** that you can have fun with? THINK AGAIN ! Yalee mtst7oon ! Oo s3ood 7dk 67t min 3ainy ! Oo 3bdalla ! Latnshr r8mee !
Wallah enkm wa6yeen *Hangs up*
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Mr.Right #2
This is dedicated to M :*
Previously.
I then saw 3woosh's conversation pop up.
" Haaa '9fteeh ? ''
'' Yeahh ''
'' ;) A7laa ''
'' 7dee Scared 3waish !! "
" Don't be , he loves you and you finally get to fall in love "
I smiled. I smiled at the thought of being in love.. but quickly erased it from my mind.I never thought that this day would be the day that my whole life changes for 4 years... 4 bad years..
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Uff ya raaaby shswee ! Wraaa6t nfseee ! Thoughts were running in my head.
What if he accepted and then what? Shb9eer? What am I doing ?! Is this right? It's definitely not right. Oh my gosh how much I regret this, I wish i could take what I did back.
*TRING*
OH MY GOSH HE SIGNED ON ! SHIT SHIT SHIT ! HE ACCEPTED ! OH MY GOD SHSWEEEEEE.
I saw his conversation pop up. I got so nervous
S: Hallla wallllah
Me: Umm.. Ahleeen :)
S: Sh5baaaaarch, Taw manwrr elmsn walla !
Me: Uhh, elnoor noork ! B5airrr,, oo ent shmswe?
S: Tmaaaaaaaaaam Daaam el7elo '9afnyyyyyy <3
Me: Uhh.. hhhhh :$
I got so nervous ma3rft shgool ! 7dee mtw'hga what the heck am I doing ! Shnoww hay !!
S: Shfeeech saktaa !
Me: Ha? La la mafee shay !
S: Taraaa ana min zman wdyyy feech ! bs entyy shklch mfhmtee a7bchhhh ya faayeee a7bcchhh !
Me: :$ Uhhh wallah ma3rf shgoolk
WHAT IS THIS !!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY !! but i must say .. 7de knt mtwl3a =/
S: Mbb lazem tgoolen shaaay ahaaaam shaaaay 5laaaa9 w9lt lch !
Me: Uhh, m3leeeh s3ood aklmk b3deen ana lazm aroo7 a7een ! Byee !
S: okayyy 5laaa9, take care, etha tbeen shay et9leely 55******
I signed out. I started staring at the screen. What the heck did I get myself into? Whatever, Maybe I should just sleep on it and then maybe I'll feel better... Hmmm.. Maybe ..
I went to bed and started thinking.. is this right? Should I be doing this? Can I tell anyone about this? Should I keep this to myself? Till I finally fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. Oh my god. I so don't wanna go to school. I climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom, did my business, had breakfast and went to school. On the way to school I was hesitating. Should I tell nouf or not? Maybe I should, I just need to talk to someone. 3laa 7a'6yyy Nouf was in school before me, and there was still time to talk to her.
" Nouffffff, babeee abe aklmch 3an shay ! 7dee ma3rf shswe ! "
" Shfeeech Fayoooo? Goolely ! "
I told her everything, I must say she was shocked.
" Whatever give it a try "
Give it a try??? Why does everyone think this is a game.
I smiled anyways.
" Maybe I will "
I hated the fact that i had to see S3ood everyday. It gave me butterflies. I had doubts about it, but I did it anyways.
A Month Later
I was inlove with him. I guess? I don't know ! I was naive and I didn't know what I was doing. Bs e5tfa ! He's not calling me not texting me wla ydsh elmsn shisalfa ! I decided to sign on msn to see if he was on, just one last time. Maybe he is, but I didn't want to get my hopes up.
I noticed enaaah kan fe e'9fa!
Devil_*****@hotmail.com
I accepted. Curiosity. I just wanted to know who it was.
Devil : "Uhh Halla Fayee Ana 3bdalla ! "
Me: Umm Mino 3bdalla !
Devil : Rfeej S3ood... baaas 7abeet agoolch shay..
What did he want to tell me? I was too scared to answer .. whats happening? Shfeeh s3ood ;(
Previously.
I then saw 3woosh's conversation pop up.
" Haaa '9fteeh ? ''
'' Yeahh ''
'' ;) A7laa ''
'' 7dee Scared 3waish !! "
" Don't be , he loves you and you finally get to fall in love "
I smiled. I smiled at the thought of being in love.. but quickly erased it from my mind.I never thought that this day would be the day that my whole life changes for 4 years... 4 bad years..
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Uff ya raaaby shswee ! Wraaa6t nfseee ! Thoughts were running in my head.
What if he accepted and then what? Shb9eer? What am I doing ?! Is this right? It's definitely not right. Oh my gosh how much I regret this, I wish i could take what I did back.
*TRING*
OH MY GOSH HE SIGNED ON ! SHIT SHIT SHIT ! HE ACCEPTED ! OH MY GOD SHSWEEEEEE.
I saw his conversation pop up. I got so nervous
S: Hallla wallllah
Me: Umm.. Ahleeen :)
S: Sh5baaaaarch, Taw manwrr elmsn walla !
Me: Uhh, elnoor noork ! B5airrr,, oo ent shmswe?
S: Tmaaaaaaaaaam Daaam el7elo '9afnyyyyyy <3
Me: Uhh.. hhhhh :$
I got so nervous ma3rft shgool ! 7dee mtw'hga what the heck am I doing ! Shnoww hay !!
S: Shfeeech saktaa !
Me: Ha? La la mafee shay !
S: Taraaa ana min zman wdyyy feech ! bs entyy shklch mfhmtee a7bchhhh ya faayeee a7bcchhh !
Me: :$ Uhhh wallah ma3rf shgoolk
WHAT IS THIS !!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY !! but i must say .. 7de knt mtwl3a =/
S: Mbb lazem tgoolen shaaay ahaaaam shaaaay 5laaaa9 w9lt lch !
Me: Uhh, m3leeeh s3ood aklmk b3deen ana lazm aroo7 a7een ! Byee !
S: okayyy 5laaa9, take care, etha tbeen shay et9leely 55******
I signed out. I started staring at the screen. What the heck did I get myself into? Whatever, Maybe I should just sleep on it and then maybe I'll feel better... Hmmm.. Maybe ..
I went to bed and started thinking.. is this right? Should I be doing this? Can I tell anyone about this? Should I keep this to myself? Till I finally fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. Oh my god. I so don't wanna go to school. I climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom, did my business, had breakfast and went to school. On the way to school I was hesitating. Should I tell nouf or not? Maybe I should, I just need to talk to someone. 3laa 7a'6yyy Nouf was in school before me, and there was still time to talk to her.
" Nouffffff, babeee abe aklmch 3an shay ! 7dee ma3rf shswe ! "
" Shfeeech Fayoooo? Goolely ! "
I told her everything, I must say she was shocked.
" Whatever give it a try "
Give it a try??? Why does everyone think this is a game.
I smiled anyways.
" Maybe I will "
I hated the fact that i had to see S3ood everyday. It gave me butterflies. I had doubts about it, but I did it anyways.
A Month Later
I was inlove with him. I guess? I don't know ! I was naive and I didn't know what I was doing. Bs e5tfa ! He's not calling me not texting me wla ydsh elmsn shisalfa ! I decided to sign on msn to see if he was on, just one last time. Maybe he is, but I didn't want to get my hopes up.
I noticed enaaah kan fe e'9fa!
Devil_*****@hotmail.com
I accepted. Curiosity. I just wanted to know who it was.
Devil : "Uhh Halla Fayee Ana 3bdalla ! "
Me: Umm Mino 3bdalla !
Devil : Rfeej S3ood... baaas 7abeet agoolch shay..
What did he want to tell me? I was too scared to answer .. whats happening? Shfeeh s3ood ;(
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