Thursday, August 12, 2010

Mr.Right #2

This is dedicated to M :*


Previously.
I then saw 3woosh's conversation pop up.
" Haaa '9fteeh ? ''
'' Yeahh ''
'' ;) A7laa ''
'' 7dee Scared 3waish !! " 
" Don't be , he loves you and you finally get to fall in love "
I smiled. I smiled at the thought of being in love.. but quickly erased it from my mind.I never thought that this day would be the day that my whole life changes for 4 years... 4 bad years..


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Uff ya raaaby shswee ! Wraaa6t nfseee ! Thoughts were running in my head.
What if he accepted and then what? Shb9eer? What am I doing ?! Is this right? It's definitely not right. Oh my gosh how much I regret this, I wish i could take what I did back.
*TRING*
OH MY GOSH HE SIGNED ON ! SHIT SHIT SHIT ! HE ACCEPTED ! OH MY GOD SHSWEEEEEE.
I saw his conversation pop up. I got so nervous
S: Hallla wallllah
Me: Umm.. Ahleeen :)
S: Sh5baaaaarch, Taw manwrr elmsn walla !
Me: Uhh, elnoor noork ! B5airrr,, oo ent shmswe?
S: Tmaaaaaaaaaam Daaam el7elo '9afnyyyyyy <3
Me: Uhh.. hhhhh :$
I got so nervous ma3rft shgool ! 7dee mtw'hga what the heck am I doing ! Shnoww hay !!
S: Shfeeech saktaa !
Me: Ha? La la mafee shay !
S: Taraaa ana min zman wdyyy feech ! bs entyy shklch mfhmtee a7bchhhh ya faayeee a7bcchhh !
Me: :$ Uhhh wallah ma3rf shgoolk
WHAT IS THIS !!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY !!  but i must say .. 7de knt mtwl3a =/ 
S: Mbb lazem tgoolen shaaay ahaaaam shaaaay 5laaaa9 w9lt lch !
Me: Uhh, m3leeeh s3ood aklmk b3deen ana lazm aroo7 a7een ! Byee !
S: okayyy 5laaa9, take care, etha tbeen shay et9leely 55******
I signed out. I started staring at the screen. What the heck did I get myself into? Whatever, Maybe I should just sleep on it and then maybe I'll feel better... Hmmm.. Maybe ..
I went to bed and started thinking.. is this right? Should I be doing this? Can I tell anyone about this? Should I keep this to myself? Till I finally fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. Oh my god. I so don't wanna go to school. I climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom, did my business, had breakfast and went to school. On the way to school I was hesitating. Should I tell nouf or not? Maybe I should, I just need to talk to someone. 3laa 7a'6yyy Nouf was in school before me, and there was still time to talk to her.
" Nouffffff, babeee abe aklmch 3an shay ! 7dee ma3rf shswe ! "
" Shfeeech Fayoooo? Goolely ! "
I told her everything, I must say she was shocked. 
" Whatever give it a try "
Give it a try??? Why does everyone think this is a game.
I smiled anyways.
" Maybe I will "
I hated the fact that i had to see S3ood everyday. It gave me butterflies. I had doubts about it, but I did it anyways.


A Month Later
I was inlove with him. I guess? I don't know ! I was naive and I didn't know what I was doing. Bs e5tfa ! He's not calling me not texting me wla ydsh elmsn shisalfa ! I decided to sign on msn to see if he was on, just one last time. Maybe he is, but I didn't want to get my hopes up.
I noticed enaaah kan fe e'9fa!
Devil_*****@hotmail.com
I accepted. Curiosity. I just wanted to know who it was.


Devil : "Uhh Halla Fayee Ana 3bdalla ! "
Me: Umm Mino 3bdalla !
Devil : Rfeej S3ood... baaas 7abeet agoolch shay..


What did he want to tell me? I was too scared to answer .. whats happening? Shfeeh s3ood ;(

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