Mr.Right #10

*2WeeksLater*
1 bbm ..
...: Ana a7bch fayeee :( wallah a7bch Bs jr7teeni ..
Me: Am sorry :( ent tadree enah makan 89dee :'( Bs it wasn't working out ..
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A7med: Lets see how it works out now .. lets give us one more chance .. How about that ..
Me: I dunno ;/
A7med: Listen meet me at **** tomorrow at 8 PM.
Me: See you tomorrow then.


I curled up under my blanket and thought of what tomorrow holds for me ..




The next day 7 PM.


Now you got me stressing out
On the phone.
But it's the last time, I'm movin' on,
I'm throwing on my Louboutins.
I'm throwing on my Louboutins.
I'm throwing on my Louboutins.
I'm throwing on my Louboutins.


Lipstick? Check
Heels? Check
3baya On
Ready to go.
Grabbed my bag and headed out of the door.


My heart was beating so fast .. I dont know if i should be doing this.
What if I just go back home ..
but it was too late 


...: Heyyyyyy
I turned around to find a7med an inch away.
I stepped back
Me: Heyyyyyyyyyyy Long timee
A7med: Sh5baarch?
Me: I'm great oo ent shmswyy
A7med: Im b5aaair damch wyaaayy ;)
I blushed.
He grabbed my hand and started walking and talking about everything ..
Ma7seeina f el wgt until I looked at my phone 
Me: Oh snap, a7med Im sorry I have to leave now.
A7med: Badriiii 
Me: La wallah bs a7na m7saina bil waagt !
A7med: Okayy 5laaa9 
I turned around and he grabbed my hand and turned me around
A7med: Mafee goodbye kiss?
I blusheddd and kissed his cheeek and immediately turned around.
He grabbed my hand once again and kissed my cheek and hugged me
and whispered I love you. I felt my cheeks burning, I swear I could've died in his arms.


I saw A7med more than once ..
Our love grew ..
And Knt a7baaa 7ail ..
He was my first love.
Not the first guy I talk to ..
But my first love ..
So you couldn't imagine shgaad knt a7bah !


Shftah mara Oo mrteen Oo thlath oo arbaaa3 oo 5ams ..
Until one day ..
A7med: faye ana a7bich
He hugged me so hard.
Then I felt his hand going under my shirt
I pushed him away
Me: wtf?!
A7med: Come onn .. what are you going to do? Mafei 7aad
Trust me .. nothings going to happen
Me: are you crazy ??
He held me so tight i couldn't moveee and his hand was surfing under my Shirt ..
I started crying so hard I didn't know what to do. 
I tried pushing him.
I kicked him hard and pushed him away and started running endlessly.
I didn't know where I was going .. 
Where i'd end up.
I just wanted to run.
This is not what I wanted!
What I'm I doing ..
I stopped and looked around me ..
Oh god..








Where am I?

Mr.Right #9

Since that day me and 5olod never talked.. Ever again. 
Our friendship? Gone. Torn apart in a split second. Why? Because she believed some dude she barely knew over me! Oo she's known me for 3 years..
She picked his m95ara and her little thing wyah over me.. 
Wow Girls.. What stupid things they do for guys -.-! 
She's become a real bitch b3aad ..
Oo She's dating my ex now.. Just picking up my leftovers. 
I'm happy for them though they suit eachother.. 
Ohwa shayf nafsa oo ehya b3d shayfa naf'shaa ! 
Oo they don't suit me ;) 
Some people are just meant to give you a lesson and disappear .. Guess they were both meant to teach me a lesson.
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*15 Days later*
*tin tin*
text message received.
I opened el text message ela elr8m '3reeb .. Hmm mno haii?
" Faye .. ana La7een ma'3yrt klame 3nich .. etha entii yu didnt change the way you think of me 3gb ma sara klmtich .. Tara wallah La7een A7bch .. Just give me a chance .. "
A7maaaaaad !
I kept staring at the message .. reading it over and over and over again.
I have a good feeling about him .. Oo eldinya Fraaa9 ..
I started typing: Lets discuss this before deciding to do anything.


I had nothing to do, so I turned on my laptop and decided to go on msn.
*6ring 6ring*
Lv Q6: Fayoo !!
Me: Hallaa 
Lv Q6 : I'm goonnna add you in a convo wya wa7ed athaaaany b ay 6ree8a y7awel yw9lch
Me:Mbaark shfeeek Mb 9a7eee? A3rfah y3rfneei?
Lv Q6: Ill add him Ooo bt3rfyn bs wallah 5laaa9 Sndrny
Me: 5laaa9 Okay .. 3shank ..
*Nayef has been added to the conversation.
Lv Q6: halla halla 7aii Alahh Nayoof
*Nayef : Halla feeeik .. allah y7ykk ..


This seeemed like it was going to be a long conversation .. I need some music on.
I opened itunes.
Allll the crazy shit I did tonighttt, those will be the best memories. I just wanna let it go for the night that will be the best therapy for meee.
Lv Q6: Faye shfeech Saktaa?
Me: Hhhh la wallah sorryy kint ga3da asweii shay.
Lv Q6: 3al 3moom, Nayef, Faye, Faye, Nayef.
Nayef: Halla hallaa Fayeee
Me: Ahlain ..
Nayef: Sh5baaarch?
Me: Wallah el7mdalla Oo ent?
Nayef: Tmaaaaam damna klmnaach ..
I stayed silent.
Lv Q6: almohim Yalraaab3 ana Baroo7, '9eefha oo klamha.
* I got nayefs invitation .. I left it .. I didn't know if i should accept or not ..
So I just signed out.
I watched TV for about 2 hours then signed back on.
*6ring*
Lv q6: Fayoooo shfeeech Ma8bltyh? 8bleeeh ..
Me: Ok..
* I accepted nayef.
*6riiiiiiiing*
Nayef: Taaw ma nawr elmsn . Halla halla halla wallah ..
Woww shfeeh hayy :S let him chill -.-
Me: Hhhh :) ElNoor Noorik .. 
Nayef: Wallaaah yaaaa Faye enii Min zman a7wel aw9lch Mub 3arf shloon
Me: Oo w9altlee al7een ,, Fe shaaay?
Then I focused on his display picture .. OMG :|:| NO WAY 
Thaaaaat can't be him :O
Nayef: Faye ana ashoofch kil mkaaan aroo7 Lah .. Oo 7sait enah its a sign for me to talk to you.
Me: ....


The days passed by and Me and Nayef got to know eachother better .. M3a the days .. He really fell for me .. 
But i just got into a relationship with A7med .. And Nayef wasn't my type at alllllllll .. Bs he was really crazy about me and I didn't want to hurt him .. I tried to do everything to make him stop loving me .. I tried everything to fall for him bs mb byadee .. I just couldn't .. The days passed by .. and A7med and I were in a relationship for about a month now .. We had a lot of problems and I decided to take a break from this relationship .. A7med got really hurt and I could see from the way he responded to every sentence I said..


A7med: B3d ma knte a'3la el'3lyat 9rtee r5ee9aa !! *Click* 
and he hung up ... 
I kept staring at my phone .. in the dark ..
and the tears started falling down my face ..
A7med? How would he say that ..
Out of all the people .. A7medddd??
2 Weeks passed by .. and I talked to my friend Dalal about it ..
Dalal signed on my msn and talked to him ..
Galha kilshay fe wgta 7lew ..
Dalal tried .. bas no one can y'3yr raaaay a7mad ..


*2WeeksLater*
1 bbm ..
...: Ana a7bch fayeee :( wallah a7bch Bs jr7teeni ..
Me: Am sorry :( ent tadree enah makan 89dee :'( Bs it wasn't working out ..

Mr.Right#8

*6a6ing* < 9oot bbm
*Broadcast from rinad*
" Your such a fucking liar "
Ohhh we all know who the liar is you bitch :)

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I got so pissed. I cried mnn el8ahar!
Even though those bitches mayst'hloon dm3aaaaa w7daa 7taaa :)
I had a cousin, which was like my sister. 24/7 wyaha .. Her name is .. Hmm let's call her She5a !
She5a saw me crying and it ticked her off. She grabbed my phone and dailed Rinads number

Rinad : alooo hhh *bitch laugh*
She5a : halla bl5araaa! Enty shfeech mtsm3een elklam y3ne e3gly gabl la tgoolen shayy t2kdy mnn klamch
Rinad : ana mglt shay bss s2lt
She5a : oo faye jwbtch oo m9dgteeha shstsmeen hay?
*Rinad throws phone to 5oolod*
5olood: oo enty laish enshalla edf3een 3nha?
She5a: bnt 3my oo kaifi oo ashklch elw95a mysthloon ykonon fayes friends!
5olod : hahay *bitch laugh* m7d mayet 3la faye babe ;) that's why all her exes come to me.
She5a: tithkry enah they picked her first and yu only took the Leftovers yal G7ba :) *hangs up*

I went to bed and called it a night.
The next day I was going to the cinema with Shei5a and her sister 3alya.

The whole time oo ana f elcinema 5oolod kept bbming me! God shtby????

5olod: yaaal g7ba enty rkbty syartah!
Faye: n3mm? Enty shayfaa enty shg3da tgoolen? Ween ra7 3glch
5olod: enty fahma 89dy 3dl don't lie
Faye: get your facts straight bitchh.

*5olod calls*
I don't pick up la2na I'm in the cinema oo 7da ez3aj

5olod: pick up yal5wafa
Faye: babe mb 5asha shay 3shn a5af mnch ;) atleast I have nothing to hide like you. Bs sorry ma'9y3 wgty 3la ashklch elw95a. ;) ttyl let me enjoy my movie
*deletes from bbm*

Since that day me and 5olod never talked.. Ever again.
Our friendship? Gone. Torn apart in a split second. Why? Because she believed some dude she barely knew over me! Oo she's known me for 3 years..
She picked his m95ara and her little thing wyah over me..
Wow Girls.. What stupid things they do for guys -.-!
She's become a real bitch b3aad ..
Oo She's dating my ex now.. Just picking up my leftovers.
I'm happy for them though they suit eachother..
Ohwa shayf nafsa oo ehya b3d shayfa naf'shaa !
Oo they don't suit me ;)
Some people are just meant to give you a lesson and disappear .. Guess they were both meant to teach me a lesson.

Mr.right #7

S3ad: Fayee...
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Me: N3m?
S3ad: Tara i still wanna be in a relationship .. o m3lay min 3woosh wla '3eerha !
Me: Tara this is my friend your talking about oo may9er shay ela br'9ha !
S3ad: Oo leesh min tkoon hei :/
Me: Min tkoon ent ?!


3woosh: Omg faye ! B6lbch 6lb latrdeeenyyy tkfeeen
Me: amraaay
3woosh; May2mr 3laich 3doo ! Abeech you date him tkfeen latrdeena ! Tara mb awal mara y9eer le che ! bs abeech you date him zeen!
Me: Leesh zeen?
3woosh: Bs.. please faye latrdeeny..


S3ad: afa faye shfeech ! tara mb lazm 7d y3rf.
Me; ent esh89tk ;/!!
S3aD: fayeee wallah eny shareech
Me; we can give it a try sh5sraneeen :/!


I was exhausted, so I went to bed. I had a long day ahead of me.


6:30 AM. I woke up and got ready for school. S3ad was everywhere. 
maa3 elwgt I fell for S3aad.. not so much.. but I fell for him anyways.
I was his first relationship. He has been waiting almost 2 years for me.
Maa3 elwgt.. S3ad became such an ass.. A stuck up jerk..
Why? Because he dated me. Why? Because he got the girl he wanted.
9irna wayed nt'hawsh .. he was closeminded about everything I couldn't stand it!
I just wasn't ready to let go of him yeet...


My friend 5olod was registering f my school.. 
After maa my friend 5olod came to my school she decided to transfer me.
My mom hated 5olod more than anything in the world and she never wanted me around her.
When I got accepted f my other school 5olod found out .. she wanted to get back to me b ay 6reee8a !


5olod: Haha elaa faye ! Tara s3aad 9ij cute !
Me: gilt lich before ;p bs i'm over him now. we're done. loool.
5olod: aha ! Me and Rinaaad 6y7na pen oo Rinad wanted to pick it up oo chan a6ee7 oo g3d y'97k 3leena 3laih '97ka cute !
Me: Ahaaa loooool :p yeah..
5olod: Hhh !


What a bitch :)! Whatever .. she can have my left overs ;)
Kamalt 1 week in my new school chan i see my phone ringing ela its Rinad !


Rinad: Fayee ! 7beebty I miss yu ana here wyaa 5olod !
Me: haha heyyy I miss you too !
5olod: Fayeeeeeeeeee !! I miss you yal 5ysaa !
Me: I miss you toooooo !
Rinad: So fayee bs2lch ?? My cousin 3bdalla ygool ench 6l3te wyah !
Me: What the fuckkk no i didnt :S !
Rinad: Yeahh oo ench you talk to his friend ..
Me: ay friend ay zaaaag !
Rinad: Emailch mwjood 3nd his friend !
Me: Mb shr6 i accepted y3ne :S what the fuck i didn't accept !
Rinad: Fayee fe conversations !
Me: WHAT THE FUCK RINAD MAKLMTAH KLSH FE 7YTE !
Rinad: Yeah okay bye *Hangs up*


WHAT THE FUCK ESHFEEHA HATHEE ! MB 97YA ! AY CONVERSATIONS AY ZAG FE WYHA!


*6a6ing* < 9oot bbm
*Broadcast from rinad*
" Your such a fucking liar "
Ohhh we all know who the liar is you bitch :)

Mr.Right #6

What a friend .. Minn that day me and Sara didn't talk as much, I didn't trust her, bs she trusted me. You know  why? La2nah everything she told me from Day 1 .. I never told a SOUL ! Bss she told everyone .. We did kind of grow apart ..
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I didn't know If I wanted to be with a7mad or not .. especially since I'm having second thoughts about it..
Never do something if you have second thoughts about it. Maaa a7s he's my type.. I don't believe in having a '' type '' bs .. klsh ma7s'etah kan mnasb ! So, I just forgot about it. Wla kanaaah 9aar shay ! 6g3t and i tore that page out of my life ! The days passed by .. Hal month 5laa9 oo jaah ely 3gba .. It was my friends birthday tomorrow. I texted her and said : Happppy Birthdayyyy ya a7laaaaa mnoooora :*


After ma I texted her I decided to go on and check my FB since I haven't in daaaaaays. Chan ashoof S3ad al - X
omggg :O HAAAY ELGUY ELYY 3WOOSH IS STALKING !!!! 


Me: OMG 3WOOSH 3WOOSH I FOUND S3ADS FB !!!!!
3woosh: e7LFYYYYYY !!!
me: Wallaaaaah add him shn6raaa !
3woosh: I CANTT !! you do it !


*Add as a friend*
3la 6oool he accepted !
He FB chated me 3la 6ool :/!


S3ad: Halla Hallaaa.
Me: Ahleeen.
S3ad : taaaaaw manwr al FB maly !
Me: alNoor Noorik !
S3ad: Wainch entaaaay min zmaan adwrech fe FB malgeetich bs sb7an allah alllah y7bneee enty '9fteeny 3la 6ool !
Me: Haa :S !.. Lool s3ad ana mb '9yftk 3shn shay .. am doing it for a friend.
S3ad: Fayee.
Me: Halla
S3ad: Gabel la tgoolen ay shay 5leeny ana atklm..
Me: Tf'9al
S3ad: Anaaa ya fayee a7bch bkamel sinteeen al7een oo min zmaaan abe aw9lch mb 3aref shloon !
Me: N3am :S
S3ad: 5leeny akmel ya faye tkfeeen la tgoolen shay 5leeny a5l9
Me: Tklam ...
S3ad: Oooo a7eeen enty '9fteeny tkfeen la t'9y3eeen fr9aa jaat leeen 3ndch ! AlMohim... Ana madree enty '9yftnee 7aaag min bs bntfham b3deen ! enty Fakree al7eeen oo '9feeeny 3al msn S3ad-xxxxxx@hotmail.com


Eshblaaah hathaa :S m9rg3 !!


*3woosh has just nudged you*
Ya rabee shgoolha...


3woosh : Ha fayoo Klmteeh..
Faye: Umm laaa2 !
3woosh: Jaaad fayeee min 9jch maklmteeeh ?! Taraa 3deee ana mtw83a enaah may7bny goole el9ij baaas tara mob awal mara et9eer lee..
Faye: 3woosh maklmta.. 
3woosh: Okay 5laaa9 bs klmeeeh now please :*


OMG SHSWY ! shal m9eeeba !


 I added s3aaad on msn gilt 5l'hm yklmoon b3'9 a7sn !


Me: 3wooshaa ana '9fta 3al msn 5l'km tklmoon b3'9 
3woosh: Okaay sweelah invite !
*Adds s3ad into the convo*
Me: Hallla S3aaad.
S3ad: Hallla blyyyy nwaaaaaar my msn !
Me: .. Umm s3aaad.. this is who i added you for.
S3ad: HAHAHA ! LOL !!! MIN 9JCH ENTYY ! YOU ADDED ME 3SHAN 3WOOSH?
Me: Ohmygosh ! Ent shfeeek :S elbnyaa tara wyana f elm7dthaa
S3ad: oooo 5eeeeer ya 6eeeeer? 5t3rf enyy ma7b'ha wla abeeeha ! Ana a7b w7da thanya !
3woosh: Min t7b? Fayeee ! adre faye a7la mny oo kl'n ytmnha bs JAMLNY SHWAY !
Me: Shd5l 3woosh ! Lat9dgeenah hathaa m9rg3 !
3wosh : Faye enty malch sh'3l fdaitch :* g3da aklm'h ho ! Faye please momkin t6l3een min elconvo .. 5leeny atf'hm wyah broo7e !
*leaves convo*


I stayed waiting for mins... oo mins .. till ma9rooo 5 minutes..


S3ad: Fayee...

Mr.Right #5

7agg M :*

S Qtr : Halla w '3ala...
Uff ! Why am I doing this all over again?
Me: Ahleeen .. Halla halla :)
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S Qtr: Sh5bariich .. Umm entyy Fayee 9aa7 ?
Me: tmam ,, ee ana fayee oo ent a7maad 9aa7 ?
S Qtr: eeeeee ! ana a7maaaad,, Tshrfnaaaa Fayeee, taaaw maaa nwr elmsn
Me: Bwjooodk .. 


We stayed up all night talking for what seemed like hours .. I must say I started falling for him, bas after a Month I got over it.. cause 7aseet shd3wa I like him ! mafe amal ! After I got over him .. b month kamel ! He came .. Oo galee shay mst7eel ansaaah..
That night dsheet elmsn .. at 1 am ..


S Qtr has just signed on.
*tring*
S qtr: Halla B fayeeee hallla b sheee5aat L bnaaat :p
Me: Hallla feeek !
S Qtr: a5bariiich?
Me: Tmaam, Ent shmswy?
S Qtr: 7alee min 7aliiich, Enzeen sm3ee Fayeee .. ana 7aab agoolch shay bs mb 3rf shloon.
Me: Gool 3ade.. Mafeeha shay..
S Qtr: Wallah Ya faye kil maktbt elyy abe agoolh ariiid ams7aah laa2nyy magdar aswee enter !
Me: ... Shisalfa a7maad?
S Qtr: Fayee ana a7bch .. wallah amoot feech .. bs a5af ajr7ch oo a7s galbch maminah thneen ! Oo b3deen akrah nfse * Signs out *
Ana en9dmt .. Ma3rft shswe ! So I just decided to let go of it, oo forget about it. I mean 3gb Ma i got over the stupid crush yjee ygoole che ! I was 7de mitrdida .. So I decided to talk to Sara, my best friend.
Me: Saroooooooo ! Ambaaaaaih bgoolch shay !!
Sara: Shfeech yal 5abla goole ! 5r3teenyy !!
Me: A7med ! He told me enah y7bny !
Sara: Min 9jccch !! Mab'3aaaaaaaaa !!!
Me: I knowwwwww rightt. :O!
Sara: ambaaaihhh fayooo 7de happy 7gch ! 
Me: I dunno if this is what I want anymore.
Sara: You do, i know you have been waiting for this for 2 months b3deen you lost hope. I told you to not loose hope and I was right..
Me: Maybeee..
Sara: Enzeen sm3ee ana 7dee t3bana its 3 am Oo i have to wake up early, lets talk tomorrow. *Signs out*


Maybe she's right.. I'll just sleep on it. I signed out and I went to bed... Not knowing what's waiting for me bkra.


I woke up the next day and it was saturday, So weekend. I didn't know what to do. So I had breakfast, watched TV till 3 PM. then I decided to go online.
I signed on msn.
*tring* *tring*
2 People talked to me.
Sara: Ambaaih fayoooo ! Lazm agoolch shay 3an hal 5ara A7med !
Me: Shnooo?


A7med: Faye, My ex- friend, not even GIRLFRIEND. just texted me ! La2naaah apparently your friend Sara talked to her?
Me:N3aaam?


Sara: MY friend ! Shei5a , 6l3t HIS EX ! T5ylee ! They DATED FOR 5 YEARS !! Oo b3deen he was cheating 3laiha ! Stay away from him Faye !
Me: minn 9jch ?


Me: Yeah well apparently I heard enaah shes your ex min 5 years !
A7med: What? 5 years ! Faye min 9ijch ymkin 7ta maknt bal'3 5 years ago !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAH ! OKAY THANKS FOR SHARING A7MED.


Sara: eeeee Fayeee eeee ! Now shes heartbroken, I know enty tabeen'h bs you're better off without him.
Me: Ahaaa..


A7med: Walla 9ij Faye ! You know enah I had a different girlfriend ! You know my ex, you know I dated her for 4 years... Shei5a is a liar.. ana bgoolich 89tha..
Me: Gool


Sara: 5laaa9 5leeh ! 
Me: Okay?


A7med: Shei5a, ana awal maklmtha 7beetha, Oo galt lee enjl3 ! Oo al7een yoom darat min sara eny 7beetch Ra7t sawat film ! Hathee Sara rfeejtch mawrhaa elaa elblawyyy entyy shtbeen feeha 5twly !
Me: Madree shgoolk..


Sara: Yalla Babe I have to go.
Me: Kay, bye .* Sara signs out *


A7med: Ohhh yeah and ana klmt sara rfeejtch,, oo ykoon Fee 3lmch g6aat kilshay 3leech enah enty tkrheen shei5a oo Madre aish !! Oo enccchhh entyyy elyy giltee 7ag sara kilshay
Me: N3AAM? SARA SWAT CHE ! She couldn't .. she's my best friend..
A7med: Not everyone is a true friend ... Especially not her ! tara madwer ela m9l7tha ooo t7b el7sshhh 7taa feech enti her best friend 7shaaat feech 3nd Shai5aa ! 5twlyy Fayoo wallah a7sn lich..


What a friend .. Minn that day me and Sara didn't talk as much, I didn't trust her, bs she trusted me. You know  why? La2nah everything she told me from Day 1 .. I never told a SOUL ! Bss she told everyone .. We did kind of grow apart ..